My Muse

My Muse, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

Art post for today. It took me two weeks to complete work on my muse a blinged out quirky bird. I love these birds, they are so fun and they show a happy side of me.

Sunset in Venice after a hard rain.

Sunset in Venice after a hard rain., a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

My art post for today is a photo I took in Sept. 2012 sailing down the lagoon on the vaporetto in Venice. We had just come through a terrible storm I named Hurricane Ernesto.
I love this photo and the memory.

ADL pgs 60-61

ADL pgs 60-61, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

Day 3 art post. Pages in Art Doodle Love book. The circles were painted on Deli paper, cut out and glued on these pages. Colorful and fun.

New thought for today - May 17, 2013

I was thinking about the online classes I am participating in and how I really try to look at each picture and give encouragement because it is so very important to support fellow artists.  I realize when I look at the work of others mine is not as compelling, but, at least I am trying, working, creating......and that is so important.  I was feeling a little down because I do not get a lot comments until I examined my intent for doing this and posting.  See,  comparing myself to others is so dangerous. So why am I posting on line; to gain courage and confidence.   I am posting to overcome vulnerability.  I am posting for me, just because I can.

So I have to put in writing a reminder to myself that I am not posting for praise of others and that if I get just  one comment, it is a good thing because I am sharing my talents with the universe.  You know, all of this is really therapy since I have spent so much of my life trying to please others and neglecting me.  I did not even know who I was.  Through art I am discovering so many dimensions of myself through colors, images, faces, flowers, quirky birds, life.  The joy of this discovery is phenomenal.  But I cannot allow myself to get distracted by my own insecurities.  I have go get out of my own way and not sabotage myself with false needs.  This is an important lesson for all parts of my life...Amen.

Until next time....Pilgrim.

Week 20 something that moves my spirit.

Week 20 something that moves my spirit., a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

Day 2 of posting art. This watercolor painting of flowers is for week 20 of the lifebook project. I have a strong desire to paint flowers and landscapes.

15 day art challenge

I have posted a picture today, Adriana, as my picture for the day.  I plan to work on and post one picture each day between now and the end of May.  This will be a big challenge for me to stick to, but I plan to prevail.  Not sure everyday will be a portrait.  I am liking flowers as well as drawing faces.  It may be a page from my Art Doodle Love book, but suffice it to say, I will be posting something.

Adriana, side view

Adriana, side view, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

 Day 1 of posting artwork in May.  I am trying to overcome the procrastination bug.  Instead of thinking about creativity, I plan on creating everyday until the end of May.  Trying to draw or paint a picture a day. Today is a side view painting.  I have to admit that sometimes I look at the drawings and paintings of others and feel that mine look really juvenile, but considering that I have only been working on this for 6 weeks I am not doing so bad.  Plus, the original looks better than the photo (at least it looks that way to me.).

I got the idea to name my portraits from Dawn Devries-Sokol.  She has been practicing drawing faces and named each portrait.  I thought it was a really great idea. I also may post work I am doing for Lifebook 2013 as I need to catch up.

This idea will also allow me to do something else I have been very lax about - BLOGGING.  Writing is also art and by writing about the pictures I will be able to hone my writing skills and my drawing skills.  Oh boy, this should be so much fun and insightful.

Smiling lady

Smiling lady, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

This s my first attempt at drawing a smiling person showing teeth. It was an interesting process. It does brighten up the face.

Thinking of you

image, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

I have wanted to start drawing my cards and this is my first attempt. Background is painted with water color crayon. Will keep working at it.

Change in face shape

Change in face shape, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

This is a dramatic change in the shape of the face, shading a little more intense, drew in about 10 minutes. Could not over think it.

Enjoying the Creative Process

Mendenhall Glacier, Alaska

I have been having a blast.  I just have to say it again, I have been having a blast.  During the Month of April I took an online ecourse, Expressions, taught and presented by Regina Lord of Creative Kismet.  Regina is an excellent teacher and artist.  She takes care to present the process of drawing, shading and painting faces in a step by step manner.  Before this class I was pretty much a stick person artist.

Now, I have to be honest.  When I was much younger, I would spend hours in my room drawing.  I could look at a picture and copy the essence of that picture.  I illustrated all of my reports while in grade school and high school.  In fact I did a little bit of everything, drawing, coloring, writing poetry, fiction and creative non-fiction.  I taught myself to knit when I was 18 and made a layette set for my son when he was born.  It was quite stunning with one problem...he was born Aug. 30, 1968 so it was too hot for him to wear the sweater, hat and booties.  I was so disappointed.  My self education did not include using the right weight of yarn for the season.  Oh well, live and learn.

Somewhere in my twenties, while juggling a stressful marriage, work, motherhood and stops and starts with my college education, I lost a large part of myself.  The creative part.  No that is not true, the creative part did not go away, the confidence that I could do anything I put my mind to was lost.  Set backs and failures can do that sometimes.  We talk about the inner critic and how it works a lot.  My concern is where it came from in the first place.  I read one book that said give the inner critic a name.  Mine is Gertrude.  Another book says, tell her to go away....she seemed to like her home and was really reluctant to leave.  Nothing I read really put me on the road to finding where Gertrude came from in the first place.  Hmmm I thought, if I am going to have any peace, I have to do more digging.

Fast forward through 40 years or more (whew, I am getting more mature).  During that 40 year period I have been busy.  I have made greeting cards which I love, but not confident enough to market them (much to the chagrin of many friends).  I have attended Art Retreats and had a blast.  I have signed up for online classes and chickened out from completing them (Gertrude was really busy during this time). Oh I knitted some fabulous scarves, gave them away as presents; I made some fabulous cards; bought a boat load of art supplies, took fabulous pictures,  yada, yada, yada......

So why am I now having a blast in 2013?  Because  I have allowed myself to have fun.  Yep, good old fashioned fun.  Each new challenge I have tried.  Sometimes I have to talk myself into it, but I do it.  There are a couple of projects that I have to continue the you can do it discussion so I will try them, but for the most part, I have stretched myself.  No more stick figures for me.  I laugh a lot as I draw faces, try zentangling, make colorful paper (my favorite things to do) and actually wear a vest that I made 5 years ago (the badboy looked good on me).

Ah life, I am having a blast.  If you look at recent blog entries, they are pictures of practice drawings and I am proud of everyone of them.  In fact, I am just giddy with joy.  I am so glad I finally gave myself permission to let the creativity that has been laying dormant for so long to finally wake up.  It is bursting forth and I am just having plain ole fun.

The picture above was taken in 2010 on an Alaskan Cruise.  It is an awesome photo and I love it.  Someday I am going to paint it.

As I said, I am having a blast.

Shading

Shading, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.

Today I am working on shading. I am revisiting week one of the class to feet ore practice. Really have to watch the videos several times to understand all of the nuances. Practice, practice practice.