So, why is this so important? Because it is my third class trying to do this. I have been book binding chaallenged. What was the difference you ask? We spent six hours doing nothing but learning the technique and since I am a slow learner, that is what I needed. In my other classes, we painted and prepared our pages and then learned the binding technique in the afternoon. I am a very visual person and need to see you do it slllloooowwwlllly, so I can understand.
My last class on Saturday, March 31st, was "Get Your Sheet Together" and was taught by my good friend, Brenda Beene Shackleford. She assured me that I would be able to complete a book. I was very skeptical; but I had to support my friend who was teaching her first class.
BOOK NUMERO UNO:
The class worked together on book 1. Brenda took us step by step through the process and Lo and behold, I completed the book. Whoo Hoo. But wait, it gets better.
BOOK NUMERO DOS:
Oh Yeah, that's right, you got it (can you see me doing the happy dance). I completed a second book right after lunch. This time we worked on our own and Brenda came around answering questions and offering advice.
I was having so much fun and pretty proud of myself too.
The first picture is of BOOK NUMERO TRES
I felt Happy and validated. I had done something I told myself I could not do. Now, I want you to understand the key phrase here, "I told myself I could not do it." So for the past two years, I have been a bumbling idiot trying to learn similar techniques for book binding and failing miserably because I TOLD MYSELF I COULD NOT DO IT.
Now to the good part. I have been so busy since I returned from ArtFest that I have not had a chance to really work on anything since I got home. First it was Holy Week and I was very involved in the liturgy at my church, St. Thomas More Community Catholic (shameless plug) in Henderson Nevada. Then, I had to do my taxes (had to pay so no need in doing them any earlier), and I work from home so I was really busy. Oh yeah, the good part:
Guess who made this book........ME a couple of years ago using Kente Cloth and a simple sewing technique. What is the difference? I was at home by myself, figuring things out looking at youtube instructions.
I was not allowing myself to be intimidated, thinking I was not good enough to be with the other talented artists around me.
Guess who painted and decorated this book......ME again. This is a book with items of my trip to Paris. I will show more of it in another post. When did I make it? Oh let's try 2004. I have been taking classes, viewing youtube, reading books to teach me how to do something I already knew how to do and had forgotten all about it.
I know it seems crazy, and I have been laughing at myself for a couple of days. So what did I get out of this very special time at ArtFest2012? The privilege to BELIEVE IN ME and for that I will be eternally grateful. Teesha and Tracy, thank you for offering a place where I could come and meet the likes of Orly Avineri, Brenda Shackleford, LK Ludwig (who was so very patient with me), Jill Berry, Lisa Bebi, Theo Ellsworth, and any other teacher I may forgotten. Teachers who gently nurtured me and allowed me to "Create, Not produce" (I get it Orly). Thank you for providing an opportunity to make so many friends that I cannot mention them here, but you all know who you are. Most of all, thank you for allowing me to finally get the message.....BELIEVE IN ME.