I have changed......what worked nearly 20 years ago is not working today. My thoughts are in a different place and so am I. The journey continues, come along for the ride.
Monday, March 10, 2014
Happy Anniversary: 30 Years of Card Making; 30 Years an Artist
Wednesday, March 05, 2014
Random thoughts Tuesday: An Artful Journey
Monday, February 17, 2014
Random Thoughts on a Monday before Tuesday.....
I went to a funeral today of a marvelous man. He and his wife were very nice and welcoming to me as a member of our church, St. Thomas More Catholic Community. I learned some great lessons as I listened to his son Brother John Eustice deliver the Homily in remembrance of his Dad.
First, Bob (that was his name, Bob Eustice) used a quote that I learned a few years ago and use quite often , "Bloom Where You Are Planted.". These few words say so much about accepting life as it is exactly where you are. I have had to call on this often in the past few years as I have tried to embrace the aging process.
Second, Bob was a treasure hunter, he enjoyed the process and it did not matter if he was successful at finding the treasure, the thing that mattered most was having fun. As I listened to this in church today I thought about my art. I post items on Facebook and in groups hoping that I will get comments or acceptance. Sitting in that pew this morning I learned a great lesson. It does not matter if I get approval, it does not matter if no one leaves a comment. What does matter is this....how do I feel about what I have done? The picture above Brings a smile to my face. In fact I LOVE it. I really do and that is what really matters.
Third and most important, be able to play and get along with everyone. When what you do in life
brings joy to you and to others, when you can all play in the same sandbox and get along....your life has been successful and that is my answer on how I want to spend the rest of my life.
I may not sell one painting, I may not paint or draw as beautifully as many of the paintings that I see, I may not even get it right, but as long as I am having fun, that is all that matters.
So, I thank Bob, for his friendship, the words of wisdom that impressed his son so much that he shared them with us today. I thank God for the privilege of getting to know Natalie and Bob
But most of all I am thankful that my ears were open to hear the words that spoke to my heart today and made it smile.
I think I am going to frame the picture above, it is calling me and I am going to answer.
Until next time.....
Wednesday, February 05, 2014
Week 4 lifebook
image, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.
I am participating in lifebook again this year. This is a painting from week 4. Tried a new technique I learned from Donna Downey. The flowers were originally white. I painted them with gesso, then saffron yellow acrylic paint and covered with Utee embossing powder. I really liked working on this page.
Friday, January 10, 2014
Finding My Way
I found so much solace in these creative pursuits and for the life of me I cannot remember when it all changed. I have a feeling it was a gradual progression of inner critic voices telling me that I could not draw, I could not sew, I could not…… I often sit and think about this and try to figure it out, but nothing comes to me as some great incident other than the fact that I was riddled with strong self-doubt. I just never felt good enough which is kind of sad because I know that I missed many opportunities because I did not believe in myself.
I have been working on two projects today (pictures to come later). It took me most of the week to convince myself that I could do them and once I got started, I realized just how much fun I was having and how rewarding it was to at least try.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and is very subjective. Plus, and this is really big dear reader, if I continue to spend my time worrying about what others will think, I will never get anything done. I had to ask myself why I am creating, why I am taking online classes and what do I want to feel at the end of the day. These are very valid questions that have made me dig deep to see just what is it I want to do? I do not have the answers today, they will be part of my journey through change/release for 2014. I hope that I will have some sort of answers as the year progresses.
One of the online projects, Journal52, that I am working on this year had us make a simple journal. On the cover I put the words OPEN UP which is part of my process, open up and let the creative juices really flow. I find that I can be very closed and rigid. Each line has to be just right, no coloring outside the line. Have precise guidelines….I realized where this comes from, I was a trainer, project manager, project analyst for nearly 30 years. My life was project plans, meeting deadlines and keeping everything on track. There was no time to plan, what with job, raising children and attending college. Even when I made greetings cards which I love, I drew a project plan for making cards. So as part of my year of change, I realized I am no longer a project manager. My life does not have to be so rigid and structured, I can plan and have fun. I can mix colors that are not supposed to jell. I can draw a face with wonky eyes and most of all I can just play.
I think I am writing this today to give myself permission…..permission to really enjoy what I do and to open up to new and exciting possibilities. There is no picture with this post today. Do not need one. I just need to listen to my words, embrace them, love them and live them.
So that is it for today dear reader…..I sure to hope that I follow my own advice during 2014. We shall see.
Sunday, January 05, 2014
First Post of Year
The photo being posted represents week 1 from Life Book 2014. I am going to try and post weekly this year. I have to be more confident in my work and embrace it as a real part of me.
I have many projects scheduled for 2014 and one of them is to continue to work on my art. My goal is to learn to paint faces with ease. Right now I think about it too much and become tentative. Let's see how it goes by December 31, 2014.
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Random Thoughts Tuesday - Thoughts of China
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Random Thoughts Tuesday-Review of Stencil Girl by Mary Beth Shaw
image, a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.
Today my post is a book review. I pre-ordered a book months ago that was written by Mary Beth Shaw and it arrived last Thursday. I did happy dance knowing that I would be delighted with the contents of my friend's latest endeavor. However, I need to step back a few years to explain how I met Mary Beth.
Late March 2010 I attended ArtFest as a 60th birthday present to myself. I actually turned 60 in November of 2009, and sent in my registration for this wonderful Art Retreat as my present. One of the classes I registered for was taught by LK Ludwig and involved painting backgrounds on paper. I was very interested in the class because I love paper and wanted to find ways to paint paper that I would use for my greeting cards. In the class LK let us use stencils she brought. There was a set of stencils that the entire class literally lost their minds over. I knew I had to have at least two, one that looked like a cluster of pebbles and one that looked like rows of intricate squares. LK told us she was using Stencil Girl Stencils and giving them a test run in her class. We could purchase them at Vendor night. Oh my, I was sooooo geeked. So, on vendor night, money in hand I made a bee-line to the Stencil Girl table (so did about 50 other attendees). The scene was not pretty. I started out at the front of the table and mid-choice I was pushed way to the back and in a blink, all of the stencils were gone. To say I was devastated is putting it mildly (did I mention I absolutely abhor shopping in crowds?). I guess the look on my face must have been pretty pitiful because Mary Beth actually talked to me, asked me which stencils I wanted and let me order them. From that moment on she had an undying fan.
Fast Forward to today. Last Thursday evening I sat down with a cup of hot chocolate and opened my copy of Stencil Girl: Mixed Media Techniques for Making and Using Stencils. My initial goal was to read the book in one setting. I quickly realized that power reading would be an insult to this book. The title says it all Mixed Media Techniques. It is divided into three sections. After the Intro and supply list you will find: Stencil Art, Stencil Décor and Stencil Fun.
"Whether you are a beginning stencil artist or an old pro, this book will offer you some fresh ideas to expand usage of your stencil library. Use this book as a starting point......It is my intent to provide you with inspiration that will spark even more ideas and propel you off into new directions." This quote from Mary Beth is found in the Stencil This article at the front of the book. It perfectly explains her purpose. It is not to dazzle you with pretty pictures, it is to provide you with ideas by generously showing us her process. I am definitely going to try Spray it Again, Sam found on pages 66 and 67.
In addition to Mary Beth's step by step instructions, you will find pictures of stencil projects completed by artists such as Tracie Lyn Huskamp, Jane LaFazio and Joanne Sharpe.
I am not a professional book reviewer. I have written reviews here on by blog of friends who have written books because I firmly believe that as artists (yes I finally called myself an artist), we must support each other anyway that we can.
I am new to the art world and yet I have made so many friends who have encouraged me, taught me and inspired me to at least try.
You can visit Mary Beth's website, www.mbshaw.com, to see more of her marvelous work.
Well that is it for this week dear reader. Have a thoughtful week and thanks for stopping by.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Random Thoughtts Tuesday: Work In Progress
Journal Page in Progress |
Why start the process again? It has taken me a year to accept that my life has changed drastically. I am now living on a fixed income in a very unstable economy. I really like to travel so I have to do more saving and be wise with my spending. Plus, I have developed talents that I need to share.
I am a real work in progress, though. Knowing that I need to be more cautious and actually acting upon it is quite a different thing. It really takes pushing the ego aside and embracing life in a very different way. Understanding that "things" are not the way to a happy life.
The journal page above is also a work in progress. The paint on the page is from cleaning my brayer between uses on my gelli plate, I was making backgrounds on Deli Paper for inspiration cards that I was making, I have not finished the page which is a shame really because it has been calling to me for sometime,
Radical Wellness another work in progress, I started this process in May and it is really good. It's purpose is to be mindful of my self care and really look at how I treat myself and my health. I have been off track since Mid-September and need to give myself a boost so I can continue on the journey.
Art Doodle Love journal. I was faithfully working in my journal and now it just sits....I think I see a tear running down its page from neglect. Another work in progress, one more thing to give some attention,
Oh, I say that I do not have time, which is not true. I am retired for goodness sake. I do not have enough, I have too much, Excuses, excuses, excuses..... So, what is a girl to do? Take each day and enjoy it, plan something special like Knitting Monday, Crochet Thursday, Jammie Saturday. Enjoy the process and finish at least one work in progress.
Thanks for stopping by dear reader. What are your WIP's (works in progress)?
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Random Thoughts Tuesday - Weekend Among Friends
We had such a wonderful time in Italy that we were more than excited to connect again. Three of us were able to attend, Debbie Smith, Maryann Villavert and Glenda Hoagland. Tracie was such a gracious hostess. She simply spoiled us with gifts, food and good company. Her husband, Earl, was a very gracious host. Earl was with us in Italy and was more than willing to accompany us on shopping excursions. Ever patient and smiling as he held bags, listened as we swooned over the most delicious paper and had high tea on special afternoons.
How did we spend our weekend? First we had crockpot lasagna on Thursday evening (it was tremendous), we opened gifts and just talked and laughed. Oh, before I forget. We were also introduced to the children of the family: Annabelle, the cutest daschund; Beatrix and Millie two rambunctous pugs. These doggies were so wonderful and full of fun.
Friday Tracie made us picnic lunches and we headed to the Flint Hills of Kansas. On our way we stopped at the cow pends to take pictures of the prairie, it was fantastic. Then we headed to the Flint Hills where we foraged for dried fall foliage.
Saturday was art day. Earl made pancakes and sausage for breakfast then we went to Michael's to purchase our shadow boxes. We also went to the most exquisite Antique Mall to look for ephemera to go into the shadowboxes. I could have spend days in the Mall, so many good things to see and discover.
We spent the afternoon creating our masterpieces and then went to Strouds for homestyle fried chicken.
Saturday night we all sat in Tracie's studio and talked, planned for 2014 trip to Orvieto and enjoyed a special time of fellowship.
In 2012 we were strangers coming together in Italy to take a class from a talented artist. On that trip we realized that we were kindred spirits. October 2013, the friendships were cemented into lifelong artistic buddies, sharing a love for art, history, antiques and beauty. I know that we will find ways to get together often. Thank you Tracie for being the catalyst for lifelong friendships and a love of art.
Wednesday, October 09, 2013
Ramdom Thoughts Tuesday on Wednesday - Making the Most of Life
I came home humbled and resolved to continue my goal to live my life to the fullest.
Today, Wednesday, I had my annual checkup with my breast surgery oncologist. Leading up to the visit is always a little nerve wracking as you do not know what the results of the mammogram will reveal. Thankfully the mammogram was clear. No change in the past year. Thank You Lord. I have been on this journey for 2 years. My last Radiation treatment was October 11, 2011 so I am coming up on my 2 year anniversary. Again my thoughts moved to making the most of the time I have left on this earth. I sincerely believe that having a positive attitude and doing the things that you love have a very healing affect on ones life. At least in my case it is working. I find that my desires and needs are changing. I am in need of slowing down so that I can truly enjoy those things that mean the most to me, what I find is becoming my passion.
Dear reader, tomorrow is not guaranteed. What you do today may be that last thing that you do, what do you want it to be. you may not get a chance to say I love you tomorrow----say it today. You may not be able to forgive tomorrow---forgive today. You may not be able to say THANK YOU tomorrow--say it today.
Dear Reader, Love, forgive and say thank you....do not put it off any longer.
So...I love you, forgive myself and say thank you for stopping by.
Tuesday, October 01, 2013
Random thought Tuesday blessings
I arrived home today from a 12 day trip to China. The image posted today is of a portion of the wall that surrounds the city center of Xian, China. The wall was built thousands of years ago to protect the city,
The thought of today is that last week I was in China and today I am home. How blessed I am. It is going to take a while for me to process all that I experienced. There is so much to tell. So many pictures to review and edit. Thus photo was taken with my iPhone.
There will be mane more posts over the course of the next few weeks. I think this trip has changed me. I have so much appreciation for my life and all of my experiences.
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
China trip 2013 travel journal
China trip 2013, a set on Flickr.
Wanted to post copy of the journal I will be using on my trip. Let me tell you this is the first thought I had for a journal. I purchased it in February at An Artful Journey vendor night from Jane of See Janr Run.
I agonized over what to use for weeks. Last night it came to me, use the book you see, it is light weight, colorful, has the paper I like, envelopes to collect data and 4 sections that will capture each segment of this adventure. I am so excited.
Random Thoughts Tuesday: On the Road Again
I am going to CHINA. Just typing those words gives me chills. Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that I would be able to do and accomplish many of the things I have done in my life. If you ever want to see evidence of the Lord working in someone's life, I am the poster child for it.
In the past 19 years I have been to France, Italy, Hawaii, Switzerland, Monaco and many of the Caribbean Islands. I have seen many of the states in our own country, I have taken train rides through he Rocky Mountains, through the Alps, through New Mexico and the Appalachians of West Virginia. I have been to Art Retreats in Port Townsend, Washington, Los Gatos California and Orvieto Italy.
I have saved and scraped to be able to have these adventures and it has been so worth it. I smile as I write these words because I know just how special this time of my life is. I have no complaints only many thank you's. Life is short, so it might as well be interesting.
Yes I am on the road again, looking at the wonders of the world. Hey, wouldn't it be cool to make pilgrimages to see the 7 wonders of the world? I mean really.......
Not sure if I will be able to post while I am way, but I will try. If not, I will definitely post when I return.
So for now, Life Book 2013 and 29 faces of September are on hold until I get back. I will be capturing the beauty with pictures and in the deep recesses of my mind, I may even try to sketch a bit (not sure how that will turn out). But one thing I do know, I will soak up as much as I can. Wrap it up in my spirit and return home with a new zest for life and love for all of God's creations.
Well time to hit the road....later, Pilgrim
Friday, September 13, 2013
Day 13 of 29 faces challenge - Photo Friday
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
Inkblot butterfly week 37 life book
This mixed media painting represents harmony, my word for the year.
Random Thoughts Tuesday - No thought at all
I just need a space with some quiet, some space with a little peace. Sometimes I wish everyone would just go somewhere, sit down, shut up and PRAY!!!
That is as random as I can get today.
Friday, September 06, 2013
Day 6 of 29 days of faces challenge
This painting is based on lessons from Mindy Lacefield. The face is very simple. It is drawn on an index card (I was participating in the index card project sponsored by Daisy Yellow). In trying to find my voice, my artistic voice, I find that I like simplicity and a bit of whimsy. Yep, that is just me.
Thursday, September 05, 2013
Day 5 of 29 faces challenge.
Day 5 of 29 faces challenge., a photo by momoo50 on Flickr.
The drawing today was done with Paper 53 a drawing app on my iPad. I am trying to learn to do digital drawing. It is just fun. I find that I am wanting to experiment more with my art. I am becoming more comfortable in my artistic skin. This week I have spent two whole days painting, this is a first, but the days were so relaxing.